Author Archives: smashvip
Well I have finally started to get back on track with things. I haven’t binged in 3 days and I am doing well with my restrictions. I joined a couple of weight loss competitions for the month of May as … Continue reading
I have been depressed since my friends passing and I just can’t seem to pull myself out of the funk. Going to work has been the biggest struggle. I feel myself getting more and more irritable with each day too. … Continue reading
I have done a post about Betsey Johnson and my job, because I pictures in there that would give away my identity and I am breaking my contract a bit. So if you are my follower I will give you … Continue reading
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I would like to apologize for my long absence on here. A lot has been going on, mostly bad but hopefully I can pull it together after this weekend. I don’t even know what I talked about on her last … Continue reading
I haven’t blogged much lately because I have been lazy & extremely busy at work. Some good news, I broke through the 170’s this week & as of yesterday I was 167.4! Hopefully it isn’t a fluke & I don’t … Continue reading
Just got texts from my mom, she has a fibroid tumor which isn’t life threatening but it will make you bleed a lot. But they also found the wall of her uterus was thickening which I guess could mean cancer. … Continue reading
I just got a call from my mom. She was at home because something bad had happened at work. My mom in the last couple of years has had a lot of kidney stones, & UTIs. She sees a … Continue reading
Lost 3lbs, at 170.2 this morning but I’m not holding my breath, this has happened multiple times now and I still haven’t been able to break past 170 but we will see. Took my new sleeping pills that I got … Continue reading
I felt like posting some thinspo to try and make me feel better. I posted most of these on twitter the other day but some don’t look at twitter and some don’t look at the blog so yea.