Well I continue to be stuck at 178lbs, I have been bouncing back and forth between 178 & 180 and I really just want to break through that wall to see the numbers keep going down. I know my main problem is my partying on the weekends and my candy addiction.
My friend was over after the holiday party and I showed him my candy bag, his jaw dropped. He said he was pretty appalled at the amount of candy I had & how much I was consuming. I then went on to drunkenly talk about my candy diet dream of just eating candy for meals everyday and how I thought I would lose weight that way (Romi & Michelle diet). He crushed my dream by saying I would probably just be really obese and have a heart attack within a year. I still think it’s a nice idea though.
I know I am going to drink again this weekend because I have another holiday party to go to on Saturday & my wine club shipment arrives today. Once the holidays are over I don’t think I will be partying for a while, at least until my birthday.
I don’t really have a plan this week as for my food and dieting strategy. I didn’t eat dinner last night because I took a new diet pill after lunch that made me feel kinda weird later. I don’t think I am going to take it today, maybe I will try it again this weekend when I don’t have to work through it. I’m just trying to keep the calories low, although I had a pretty big breakfast already today. I don’t have a ton of good food at home right now either so I just have to try not do the fast food thing if I can help it. I have soup & ramen and that is about it and neither are that low cal but I can’t afford to go get food until my roommate pays me for bills this week.
I really want to try and go to the gym tonight, so far I am still only going once a week but now that I don’t have to give some of my time up to a guy I think I can get motivated to go more. I was going to go last night until I started feeling so shitty. I need to start doing my crunches at bedtime again too.
Ahhhhh I have to try and keep a routine, it shouldn’t be this hard to do the same thing on a daily basis. I swear I have ADD or ADHD because I can never stay focused on anything for very long.
My goal for the week is to break through 178 and get below it somehow.