I really wasn’t that wasted at the holiday party but after looking at my pics the next day I think I may have been drunker then I thought. This was also proven by my massive hangover Sunday morning. I went to bed at about 4:30-5:00am and then woke up at 8am with the worst headache ever. I got up took some tylenol & then tried to lie back down for a while. My friend was already up too though and wanted a ride to the train station. I could not drive yet at this point and told him to give me a little bit because I felt so sick.
Before I went to bed that night I had eaten half of a burrito (mexican addiction), drunken hunger but it wasn’t sitting so well when I woke up a few hours later. I knew I had to puke, it was the only way I would be able to drive him and I had to work later so I went back in the bathroom with some water.
It’s weird because it is really hard for me to make myself gag but then other stuff makes me gag so easily. I had to try really hard to puke but it finally came. My body digests stuff really slow so that burrito wasn’t digested at all & pretty much came back up whole, which is horrible to experience. Once it was out of my body I felt so much better though. With a little help of a massive wake & bake I was able to get my friend to the train station without incident. (the last time I was sick to my stomach & tried to drive I vomited all over the inside of my car while on the 405 in traffic).
After I dropped him off I needed something back in my stomach with a little grease to help the hangover, so I got a egg mcmuffin & OJ. I ate & then passed back out for a few hours before I had to drag my ass into the office. I ate some more fast food later in the day too just cuz I didn’t care & when I am hungover I just have to eat certain things to make it better.
I can totally see how bulimia can be appealing though cuz I felt super skinny after puking and I felt so much better but I just don’t think I could do it daily cuz it is so hard for me.