Alright well after a lovely weekend of eating tasting shit I feel horrible. I am hungry constantly again & I am done with the ABC diet. It is just too impossible to actually do if you have any sort of a life. It’s just not realistic unless you are a complete shut in and never interact with people. The last 2 weeks I have been eating in my work bay & turning down my co-workers lunch offers left and right. Last week people were like where have you been, I never see you anymore. This is mainly because most work convos go on in the kitchen which I have been avoiding at all costs. I was back in restrict mode this morning but then a co-worker asked me to go out to lunch with her since she hadn’t seen me much lately. I tried to refuse but felt bad for neglecting the work friendship with the only girl at my work & went with her. She ordered chicken super nachos from this mexican place everyone eats at but I have never had the chance to try so I ordered the same thing. They were awesome & it felt good to interact with people at lunch again instead of staring at thinspo during lunch. I feel sick now & the nachos were way over my whole days worth of calories so I am for sure going to the gym tonight which I had actually already planned to do. I have to burn like at least 400 cal tonight to level things out a little.
I think going forward with this week I will just try to be somewhere under 1000 every day. I’m also not drinking this week since I have my works massive alcoholic xmas party saturday night.