Monthly Archives: November 2012

Just a bored update

Ugh I broke down and got a cup of mashed potatoes, they are my go to comfort food next to mac & cheese & rice.  I always want them when I feel sick and I started to feel really sick … Continue reading

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150 day

Well I made it through my fasting day and even though I had 200cal from my master cleanse I didn’t actually eat anything, so whatever it counts. Today is a 150 day.  Now this bugs me because honestly what is … Continue reading

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Lets get Real

So I started this anon blog so I could have a place to actively support myself in my aspirations to be thin again but I also started because I needed a place to get some things out of my head. … Continue reading

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My post is gone

Ok so this is weird one of my posts disapeared.  It was the first one I did this morning about fasting. Gah I wonder if wordpress did it or if I some how messed it up. So weird and irritating.

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Dream

So I had a lovely dream this morning, I think it was drug induced but it made me happy anyway. In the dream I was just waking up and getting ready for work, so it seemed quite real.  I was … Continue reading

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Not a total failure

So it felt like a meh day and it was a meh day.  I did fine until I left work for my dentist appointment.  I knew I wouldn’t be able to eat after it was done so I was planning … Continue reading

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Perfect bodies

Here are some thinspo pics of my ideal body type.  I think these bodies are realistic for me to idolize since that is how I used to look for a while. Sigh, I don’t have the longest torso but it’s … Continue reading

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fat fat fat but it tastes so good

This is what I have to deal with daily, not just on halloween. My work refills this candy bowl 2 times a day! So cruel

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I have no title for today

Today is just kind of a meh day.  I did pretty good yesterday and not too bad last night.  I wouldn’t call it a binge but I did indulge in some milk chocolate chips before bed. mmmm chocolate oh and … Continue reading

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I will not Binge

I made it through the day but all I keep thinking about is binging.  I’m not even hungry just sad I guess.  I did go try on a few dresses after work which wasn’t a good idea since I looked … Continue reading

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